I am not beating myself up for said blockage, I know why and what is going on in my life. My mom is dying and the roller coaster ride of death is most difficult. I am grateful each day I have with her. I think the creative light is coming on because the Ideas keep popping up in my head, I want to sit down more and art journal and I can’t seem to logically figure out a planner system. I am addicted to planning and find joy in doing this but can’t seem to find a good system to work with. Maybe because I like them all so much I am overwhelmed? I am finding a little more time to do some art journaling and it is helping with the blockage and the ideas that keep popping in my head are being written down in my “unorganized planner system” where I hope to get in the studio soon and maybe create some of these ideas.
I realized that indulging in my crafts, is therapeutic and I can’t just step away from it for awhile. LIFE, has to keep moving on, whether my sweet momma is here or not. Her words exactly , “you have to keep living your lives” And even while she is still here, I have to keep moving towards my goals and dreams. Besides, my mother gives me strength and strength is what is needed to make this business BLOOM! *Personal pep talk* 😉 I have been up to the nursing home pretty much every day since she went into vigil. Well, since she has been put on hospice. So my life is pretty loaded right now. I think that is why I thought I needed to take a step back from my business. But reality is, this business, this is what I want to do. And I have to keep moving towards this every day, every hour…every chance I can. I think when my mom said we need to keep living, that is what she meant. We have to keep living our lives. I am going to put as much energy as I can into Many Moons Craft Studio because something tells me, there is a guardian angel waiting to give me the push I need to succeed.
)O( Blessed be
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