If you want it bad enough…

You will do whatever it takes to get it.  I read somewhere that if you want something bad enough you will work day and night towards it, sweat, bleed and scream it.  Put all your drive and focus into it.  I know this in my soul because,  I have wanted a craft business for years… I have worked towards it, no doubt. But nothing like I should.  I have depression and anxiety, so sometimes, that takes control and I don’t feel as creative or don’t have the drive to create… But the other morning I actually felt the shift… the move.  Something in my just lifted.  I was up early the other morning and instead of playing a game on the computer, I used that time for my business.  I did some newsletter training, researching and design sketching.   Same thing this morning.  I have found that I am utilizing most of my spare time ON MY BUSINESS.  And honestly, whether it is blogging, sketching designs, color schemes or new ideas to try.  This morning I started to put things in my planner to do this week in the studio, I have sketched out designs, new ideas… plans…so many plans.  It feels good and right.  I think that is the most important, it feels right.