Has it really been since January since I have indulged in writing about my beautiful chaos, I like to call life? I have grown a lot since then, and really? Who wouldn’t? That was 9 months ago, A LOT has changed. My life, my visions, my goals, my dreams and some of those have even come true. SO lets get to it!? The first thing I want to say is, I turned 50 back in March. Yep, 50. I also got a kick ass admin job a week before my birthday. Dream job… I mean for what it is worth. Meaning, its a great admin job that is flexible, wonderful family to work for and I am enriching my admin skills, plus learning new stuff. So YAY! Also, it is giving us a great steady income. I did some crafty shows with my family in the spring. Great experience, exciting to get out there and see the venues… but WOW, a lot of work and just become too much for very little profit… and maybe it was that, I am not in this for the profit. I am in it to create art and unique pieces that I love and maybe someone else will too? SO I took a wee bit of a turn on my crafty ventures of life. It was a personal decision and I am happy with it. I have spent time learning more about me and the beauty of art. What I want more in my studio and becoming more of an art witch. And, Oh yea, I quit drinking. That was a big one. Alcoholism runs in my family and knowing that maybe was easier to go sober? OR maybe it was the multiple times I blacked out and woke up feeling like someone ran over my head? Whatever, I just realized I had a bad ass relationship with booze and it needed to end. So I did. 7 weeks sober to this day. A lot of good has happened. I feel better each day. I don’t wake up feeling like complete shit. I remember the night before with clear vision. I don’t regret what I did or said the night before. My vertigo has become more controllable. My psoriasis is more under control. My sleep is finally better and my dreams are coming back. YAY! My blood pressure is back to normal, probably can get off meds soon. Smiles all around there! I have lost weight and I am finding more energy during the day. Life is glowing, HA, I meant to write going and well, glowing was an accidental good typo. I have better mental clarity and I am finding my creative, crafty juices again… This is the most happiest I could be, to get back to making arts and crafts.
Quick thought: We change as we grow, we adapt, so to speak. Maybe with the seasons? Maybe with the wheel of the year? We make changes or vow to resolute bad habits as we transition in to every new year? We make vision boards to grow our selves or businesses? We just change and grow and I think that is pretty damn cool. I’d like to think that I transition with the seasons, the spring and autumnal equinox and the summer and winter solstice’s. I for sure change my environment around me for the seasons. Being a crafty witch, that is sometimes the most fun of the seasons change.
Final thought: Don’t be afraid to be just the beautiful being that you are. Shine bright and bold! Live your life with meaning! Remember you are magical.
Brightest days ahead to you all!
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